LaUrA eLizAbEth

this is it guys...

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 19:48:58 GMT

...everythings better wet...

So... this weeks been pretty crappy if you ask me. just haven't been able to shake the bad days. I've been talking/hanging out with JP alot though, which has helped, defintly helped. I don't know what else to say except I talked to James (my old swim coach from N.O.W. and I saw pictures of his baby <compliments to whitney) and I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO SWIM. Its depressing. Seriously, I want to swim, I want to put in the 3 hour practices, I want to race. So physical therapy better fricking work- or inject me with cortizone shots. BOOOOOOSH! Anyways, tomorrows the big day.. I'm finally going to be SiXtEeN!! and its gonna be great. Road test the 21st. (Scheduled it late, my bad) Thats it. This is all. ...just add water... __________________________________________________________________________________________________________ This is the end of my livejournal folks. I talked to JP at lunch and came to the conclusion that it has done me no good, just added drama. So I'm sticking to paper and pen.

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 21:44:26 GMT

So I definitly had the greatest walk ever today...

I took a walk with Danielle starting at the bowling alley (paint creek trail) to Silverbell, Silverbell to Orion, Orion to TCBY, TCBY back to Danielles house... you have no idea what a long walk that is for such a little girl ;)

Good excercise though considering i can't do any other form of it because of my shoulder!!!!!!!! GRRRRR.

Anyways, Gotta go get ready then I'm heading over to Brads with JP.

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 03:41:16 GMT

Charlie

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Kaits over, Girls night.

"It's nights like these that remind me that everythings going to be ok"

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 16:00:59 GMT

"And on the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
Almost fell right through
But I held onto you"
-Ryan Cabrera-

Dawsons Creek:
"The best reason to love someone is for no reason at all. To love unconditionally."

...

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 01:30:19 GMT

So I haven't wrote anything in a while. Been busy. So much homework, its ridiculous. I can't handle it. I broke down tonight, cried for a while... Physical therapy, school, homecoming, its all just stressing me out. All of it. Physical therapy isn't helping me at all > i take one step forward and two steps back... i go in feeling better sometimes then when i come out. School I have so many tests/quizzes/homework this week.. I don't understand math, I don't get the book Siddhartha at all for english. Homecoming is just a stressful time as it is and I feel like I should be helping out stu-co more and I'm trying I just feel like I'm not doing as much as I can because I'm not in a committee. (so if you're in stu-co, and you need any help at all let me know.. id love it!) I don't know, guess I'm just stressing. I just need to stay on top of things.

My weekend was good though. Friday went to the first football game _0-34_ even though we lost, the atmosphere of being back in the stands was a great feeling. I love football season, the atmosphere of the school just changes when football starts. Saturday I went to the end of the football game since it got rained out friday night (the dance was canceled too and will be rescheduled shortly) and then hung out with Phil, Andy, and Kaitlyn all day then we all went to Joshs. Fun day. Sunday I did homework, hung out with Meredith, Kaitlyn left, ran errands, kind of a family day.. Overall not a bad weekend at all.

Today blew. I hated today. I was O.K. first hour. Second hour my shoulder really hurt, Third hour I actually cried my shoulder hurt so bad and I dont normally cry in school... so after 4th hour for 3rd lunch Nick took me home to get Meds and we ate lunch together. It was nice. ((Thanks Nick, Lunch today was great... i really appreciate it. all of it.)) Then I was a little disappointed because of something else, but that's ok. Oh and I found out Mr.Hamka's quiz is 85 points... woosa. And I have a math quiz thursday, don't understand it. BLAH. I'm done complaining though.. through. its over. thanks for reading.

.:. thanks for everything, for putting up with all the tears lately. you say you love my laugh (lol) but i love the fact that you can make me laugh so much .:.

_just gotta smile_

Already procrastinating on homework

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 01:25:05 GMT

I n F o R m A t I o N
.:. name: Laura
.:. single or taken: single
.:. sex: female
.:. birthday: 9/10 <its coming up! .:. siblings: 2 brothers .:. hair color: black/dark brown .:. eye color: brown .:. shoe size: 3 .:. height: 4'9-4'10 :) F a S h I o N .:. where is your favorite place to shop: abercrombie .:. any tattoos or piercings: ears... hopefully bellybutton soon S p E c I f I c S .:. do you do drugs?: no .:. what kind of shampoo do you use?: herbal essences .:. what are you most scared of?: dying .:. who is the last person that called you?: Meredith .:. who is the last person you called?: JP .:. where do you want to get married?: California .:. how many buddies are online right now?: exactly 50- .:. what would you change about yourself?: id make myself have better shoulders and id be taller F a V o R i T e S .:. color: pink and orange .:. food: it changes, right now peaches .:. subjects in school: Student COUncil.. looks like Econ is going to be pretty cool this year too .:. animals: dog .:. sports: SWIMMING, eh maybe track H a V e Y o U e V e R .:. given anyone a bath?: to my dog .:. bungee jumped?: no .:. made yourself throw up?: no .:. skinny dipped?: once .:. ever been in love?: yes .:. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: haha im sure .:. cried when someone died?: yes .:. lied: im sure i have :/ .:. fallen for your best friend?: yes .:. used someone?: maybe, not purposfully .:. done something you regret?: yes C u R r E n T .:.clothes: sweats, old cheer shirt .:. music: right now accoustic music and oldies .:. make-up: right now, nothing .:. talking to: garrett and neil .:. annoyance: right now, waking up early for school .:. smell: V.S. love spell .:. favorite group: SR-71 .:. desktop picture: its blue, with bubbles .:. book youre reading: haha none .:. in cd player: Maroon 5 <accoustic versions .:. in dvd player: Varsity Blues .:. color of toenails: pink L a S t P e R s O n .:. you touched: Meredith? .:. hugged: haha dont remember .:. you imed: Neil .:. you yelled at: my mom A r E y O u .:. understanding: id like to think so .:. open-minded: i try to be most always .:. arrogant: sometimes .:. insecure: sometimes .:. interesting: yes .:. random: yes .:. hungry: sort of .:. smart: dependson the subject .:. moody: yes .:. hard working: yes .:. organized: yes .:. healthy: yes .:. shy: sometimes, NOT USUALLY .:. difficult: i can be .:. bored easily: yes .:. messy: yes .:. obsessed: can be R a N d O m .:.In the morning i am: sleeping .:. all i need is: to get my shoulder better so i can get back in the frickin pool .:. love is: the best feeling .:. i dream about: haha lately swimming <pathetic but i miss it O p P o S i T e SeX .:. what do you notice first: haha hair, shoes, eyes .:. last person you slow danced with: NEIL .:. worst question to ask: i dont know, biggest mistake i guess .:. makes you laugh the most: JP and Nick Lionas .:. makes you smile: a lot of people .:. who do you have a crush on: MICHAEL PHELPS haha .:. who has a crush on you: dont know D o Y o U .:. sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: no .:. wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: i have before, but being a girl is the best < girls have all the fun .:. wish you were younger: nope, 15 (almost 16) is perfect .:. cried because someone said something to you?: probably N u M b E r .:. of times i have had my heart broken: twice .:. of hearts i have broken: not sure .:. of continents i have lived in: uno .:. of tight friends: 5? .:. of cds i own: no idea, im not going to count like garrett, haha jk .:. of scars on my body: lots F i N a L q U e S t I o N s .:. do you like fillings these out?: usually no, but im bored and already procrastinating on homework .:. gold or silver: silver.. but if i was swimming in the olympics id clearly want the gold ;) .:. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: Notebook? .:. favorite cartoon/anime?: i hate cartoons .:. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: bagel .:. who would you love being locked in a room with?: Michael Phelps, hed just be so interesting to talk to... .:. could you live without your computer?: yeah, i think so .:. would you color your hair? does highlights count? .:. could you ever get off the computer?: yeah im about to .:. habla espanol? Hola! Como Estas? Estoy Bein, Gracias. Mucho Gusto. < thats it .:. how many people are on your buddy list?: 200 Exactly SCHOOL TODAY:: I have some pretty solid classes. Especially 3rd hour haha. Hope everyone enjoyed their first day!

SuMMer EnDIngS

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 02:54:00 GMT

So.. Where to begin. I figured I'd write a real entry, instead of a sentace, because I haven't written a real entry in quite some time. So summers over in 36 hours, give or take. My summer as a whole was the best summer of my life so far, it went by so fast. Normally by mid July I'm ready to go back to school but this year I'd do anything for another month. It defintly wasn't the most productive summer but it was fun. I made A LOT of new friends and became even closer with a lot of my old ones. I also learned how to play texas hold em' and started scrapbooking. Word. This summer definitly started off dramatic but all leveled out in the end. All I know is that when I fall asleep tonight, my last night of summer, I'm going to close my eyes satisfied. I hope everyone else's summer was just as enjoyable.

Tomorrow I have to be at school at 7:15 for the eboard, staff breakfast. Then I'm getting together with JP, scrapbooking, and physical therapy. Then its back to school Tuesday.

Time flys when you're having fun.
"Nothing but a good time" -Nick Lionas

Much Love Everyone.

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 21:36:26 GMT

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IM IN LOVE WITH HIM.. and if i could post this picture any other way i would but i dont know how so heres the link.. check him out. HES MY HERO!

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 21:25:27 GMT

MEREDITH GOT HER LISENCSE!!!!

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 19:55:15 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARRETT!!!

I hope you get the chance to live like you were dyin'

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 03:28:06 GMT

Ok I'm going to ramble. Today was a day of many mixed emotions. To start it off, I had to wake up at 6:15 to get ready for freshmen orientation (first downfall).. then there was freshmen orientation, i wont get into it <details remain unsaid. But lets just say I was frusterated beyond belief, to say the least. Student COuncil members know what I'm talking about. (second downfall). Then I went out to lunch with everyone in stu-co that helped out (first perk) that was a ton of fun, as usual. After that JP and I went over to Neils house and we talked but I fell alseep on his couch almost instantly. Woke up, left, and then went to Physical Therapy (third downfall)... It felt good going (guess its a perk too, so second perk also) but Stu just seems soo frusterated at how slow its taking. Me, I'm not so frusterated because I've had this injury for 3 years and any sign of relief is good for me. After PT I came home saw Meredith for a little bit (third perk) I haven't seen her in 3 days, sounds ridiculous but we're neighbors its just weird when any longer than 12 hours goes by haha. Then I got ready, ate dinner, and headed over to Neils house. Saw a bunch of people, good turn out. (fourth perk by far) Played some Texas Holdem <no money. Saw Danielle <I miss her, she's cool. Saw Jason <Glad everythings ok there. Saw Eric <Miss him too, don't see him too much. Saw Josh and Stu-co friends <pleasure as always. (There were other people there too... sorry) It was a good end to a rocky day... watched the olympic ceremony too.. GO MICHAEL PHELPS AND ALL THE OTHER SWIMMERS!!!! That is what I'm doing tomorrow, watching swimmming on the olympics and going to Dancing in the Streets! Well I'm off, I'm so tired, too many early mornings the past three days. ENJOY THE LAST WEEK AND HALF OF SUMMER EVERYONE!

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 23:08:13 GMT

1. If I were a month I would be: September

2. If I were a day of the week I would be: fRiDaY!

3. If I were a time of day I would be: 2:25 < Right when we get out of school

4. If I were a planet I would be: pLuTo

5. If I were a sea animal I would be: A fish, any fish, that was fast and a goood swimmer!

6. If I were a direction I would be: Left

7. If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a chair

8. If I were a sin I would be: lust

9. If I were a historical figure I would be: Mark McGwire <even though hes not dead and I'm not a guy haha 10. If I were a liquid I would be: Tropicana Orange juice EXTRA pulp 11. If I were a stone, which would I be: diamond 12. If I were a tree, I would be: an oak tree 13. If I were a bird, I would be: a penguin 14. If I were a tool, I would be: a hammer 15. If I were a flower/plant, I would be: a rose <even though i'm allergic 16. If I were a kind of weather, I would be: a hot day with a rainy night 17. If I were a musical instrument, I would be: the drums 18. If I were an animal, I would be: a giraffe 19. If I were a color, I would be: pink 20. If I were an emotion, I would be: content 21. If I were a vegetable, I would be: carrots 22. If I were a sound, I would be: a giggle 23. If I were an element, I would be: 24. If I were a car, I would be: a babyblue Audi TT convertible 25. If I were a song, I would be: This is Your Life - Switchfoot 26. If I were a movie, I would be directed by: Adam Sandler 27. If I were a book, I would be written by: Nicholas Sparks 28. If I were a food, I would be: Tacos 29. If I were a place, I would be: L.A. California, Home of the LaKerS! 30. If I were a material, I would be: Paper 31. If I were a taste, I would be: sweet 32. If I were a scent, I would be: the smell of fresh baked cookies 33. If I were a word, I would be: compasionate 34. If I were a body part I would be: hair 35. If I were a facial expression I would be: smiling (sometimes genuinly, sometimes hurting inside) 36. If I were a subject in school I would be: English 37. If I were a cartoon character I would be: Superman 38. If I were a shape I would be a: circle

Hands down this is the best day of my life...

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 03:26:08 GMT

Tonight was good.

I was going to go to the Beach Boys Tribute at Meadow Brook cuz I got tickets from my aunt this afternoon but decided not to go. Dan, Mitch, Matt Dzurka, Jeff, and Steve Snell all hung out instead. We went to Kroger, watched Steve finish up the end of his shift (he re-stocked bread, haha) then we went to Steves for a while chilled in his driveway, mcdonalds for fries and frozen cokes, then back to mitchs moms. (jeff wasnt with us til mitchs moms). We played some poker, no money... started watching a movie but I couldnt stop laughing and steve and dan wouldnt stop talking so that didnt work out.. then we just sat around and talked. I've never laughed so hard in my life. Those boys are just funny, everything they said I laughed at!!! After Mitchs- Jeff drove me home and we talked and we talked in my driveway for 15 minutes too.. I feel like hes the only one I can talk to.

I'm out, I'm going to go read and then go to bed.

God Bless.

_sometimes you just need an old face to remind you of your true self_

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 17:08:34 GMT

HaPpY sWeEt 16 LaUrEn!!!
HaPpY 17tH eRiC!!!

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 02:52:01 GMT

So.

Today was stupid. I'm definitly disappointed, upset, frusterated, angry, tired, the list goes on. So i finally got a job at Homebakery and my first day was yesterday, it was fun. I had to clean, scoop frosting, sweep, scrub counters, mix frosting, although it all sounds boring I had a good time. Anyways, all of those things have a lot of reptitive motion (< remember that, it'll make sense later.) After work my shoulder started to hurt real bad. I finally got it down to a 6 on a pain scale of 1 through 10 which is EXTREMLY GOOD for me. Well in the two hours that I worked I managed to go from a 6 to a 9. And once I'm up to a 9, its hell... Anyways, went to physical therapy today and told Dan what was up. He said he definitly didnt want me doing the job and that I should ask her if she had any other position I could be doing until I was done with therapy. And that with a rotator cuff injury its harder and hurts more to do a lot of reptitive motion then it would be to even life heavy objects for a short period of time. So they gave me this medicine.. it was one step shy of a cortsion (Sp?!) injection because they can't give those at therapy because they aren't doctors (thats what my mom said anyway)... but they put the same medicine on this pad and stick it to your arm and use electrical stimulation to put it in your arm. Didn't make much sense to me but it sort of worked. Im still at an 8 but theres a big difference between an 8 and a 9. A 9's unbearable throbbing pain, where an 8 is throbbing pain but tolerable to some extent. Anyways I talked to Tiffany (my boss at homebakery) and she said that she was really sorry but there was no other position she needed a person for but to come back when therapy was over and we would see what we could do then. I'm so upset. I can't do a single thing with my shoulder, I couldn't even cut my hamburger up tonight at dinner. Sorry if you actually read all of that... it just sounds like a lot of bitching and complaining but I needed to vent.

Tonight was better.. I went out after I broke down. Josh and Jason and I went out and saw the Manchurian Canidate and as much as I said I didnt like it, it was actually a good movie.. just FrEaKy. Then we went to Taco Bell.. MMMMM!

Now I'm here online and I saw this in someones livejournal so I decided to do it just for kicks :)

^Word Neil.

I'm out. xoxo God Bless. Laura

S W I M

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 00:41:46 GMT

So I'm bored. I thought I was going to go out tonight but Matt's still working out so I'm waiting..... and I figured I'd write.

I WANT TO SWIM SOOOO BAD its incredible... But I think I'm getting better because I'm actually doing excercises in physical therapy where before i was too "fragile" to. my pain level has finally leveled out to a 6 which is REALLY REALLY GOOD for me. When I was thinking about swimming... I was thinking about how I'd do almost anything to swim again (competitivly). I want to be able to get back in the water, swim 3 hour practices, and swim 6 races in a meet or 5.. whatever.. and be able to give it my all, climb out of the pool satisfied instead of climb out of the pool and collapse into tears because my shoulder hurt so bad. The thing is they can't even figure out exactly what's wrong.. Stu (my therapist) thinks that I have neck problems and that they caused my shoulder problems and that no one knew about my neck problems. Doctor Moeller (my athletic doctor) thinks the complete opposite that my shoulder created some neck injuries if I even have a neck injury. Regardless I'm so limited. I have to stop what I'm doing every 2 hours to lay down for 10 minutes, I have to sit with some Lumbermens Roll thing, I have to sleep with a Cervical Roll, I can't sit on a couch (oops) because it doesn't have enough support, I can't lay on my stomach and watch TV or sleep that way, I have to log my pain numbers on a scale of 1-10 everytime it changes a LITTLE bit and I have to say what I was doing when it changed. I dont know I'm just losing faith. All I'm asking is to get back in the pool. I guess all I'm really doing though is bitching. hmph. Sorry.

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 19:57:48 GMT

Ahh its been so busy lately!

Saturday and Sunday I hung out with Lauren.. Spent he night over there.. Went and saw her old dog, went to star bucks, the village, max and ermas, put put golfing, the movies (saw the NoTeBoOk), caught up... I hadn't hung out with Lauren in a while :(.

Yesterday I played Texas Holdem with Jay, Josh, Dave, Dave's brother, and Max.. my first time and I won AND made $15!!! After that we went to subway with Al then I had to come home and go to physical therapy... did that. Went to Dicks got some more work out shorts, cheer shorts.. applied for a job.. came home and Nick came over!! We hung out, talked. Then Kaitlyn came over... we went out with Dan-

Today I woke up at 9. Went grocery shopping with my mom. Went to an ortho appt, then a dentist appt.. crappy < I hate both those places. Then I came home, took a nap... then theres an e-board meeting at my house in a half hour. After that's over I'm going out with MaTtY!

Tomorrow I have physical therapy and then I'm spending the night at Marians house.. we all know that will be a PaRtY!

Anyways.. Sorry soooo boring. Gotta go clean though real quick. Hope everyone's enjoying the rest of their summer...

i miss andy sheer!!!! :(

I stole this from Jane

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 00:18:10 GMT

Decribe ten of your friends without saying their name...you guys figure it out!

1) We met my freshmen year when you borrowed one of my shoe laces because yours broke and I had an extra pair of shoes in my locker, haha. But we got close during Formal Night of the Arts when I jumped on your back randomly and asked for a piggy back ride. You mean so much to me, I care so much about you. Thankyou for everything you’ve done for me, especially lately.. Thankyou for being so patient and understanding. I love our talks on the grass in my front yard, playing monopoly, our “dangerous” car rides in the POURING rain, playing baseball with a tennis ball and cane, i love it all.. I love you! ~ Friends Always .. Lucky # 5

2) My neighbor!!! Probably the first person I met when I moved here in 3rd grade... you thought I was FiVe. haha. We’ve been through EVERYTHING together and it seems like we’ve EXPIERENCED everything together. 8 Years of memories: drawing with chalk, monster toast, homecomings, runs, edge, small group, sleepovers, tea parties, halloweens, birthdays.. so much fun! I love you girl, my soul sista numero uno.

3) I don’t even know where to begin. You’ve been there ALWAYS. What can I say... We’re Will and Grace! Except you’re not gay! ;) Our car rides are the best, lemonade nights too. The things you’ve helped me through, I can’t even begin to say enough thank yous. “You raise me up to all that I can be” Much love Tampa Bay. Oh and it is NOT your fault that I’m in physical therapy!

4) Mrs Dargas class. (Me) “Everyone in this room hates me!” (Mrs Darga) “Laura thats not very nice.” (Me) “No, only ****** does. Just kidding, me and her are like this!” We’ve been friends ever since. And I have to say you always give me the best time. Like at Olive Garden “What’s a ginecologist? (sp?!).. Oo i know, its a tooth doctor!” Muhahaha. Or “I’m too turtley for the turtle club”. Max and Ermas.. our favorite! Lala, I know we’ve grown apart in the past two months but I still love you just the same.

5) One of my best girls ever. Definitly had A LOT of good times just in the past year. Our lunch outings, 7-11 (and scarey guys), Little Ceasers, Carribou, Following a random car and having it end up being Alex and Chris, Silly stringing alexs car, ShOpPiNg, buying bubbles... “Here’s to the Night”. i lov you, im really really going to miss you next year. Congrats (Class of 2004)! Trust me I’m going to be up at CMU all the time!!! :)

6) I just met you boys this summer but you guys have already put up with so much of my crap. Thank you for always listening. It’s been fun; bonfires, movies, gourmet garden, fireworks, parties.. Keep it real, see you this summer.

7) My home girl! One of my most creative friends. No matter what it was, you could some how make me laugh and you’ve definitly expanded my vocabulary “CHOTCH, BALLER” . oo and physical therapy guys!! haha It’s been real. PS: if i ever need a crazy dance partner i'll call you!

8) First off thanks for taking me up north this summer!! OsKoDa was great. We had our rough spots and disagreements but we made it through. Thank you for all the advice and support. Many memories to come. XOXO

9) The end of the year was tough for us. A lot of things were said that weren’t meant. And I’m glad that now we can finally put it all past us and be friends. _I’ll never forget Dave and Busters though.. that night goes down as one of the best nights ever_

10) We don’t talk much anymore.. We used to be the best of friends in middle school. And even though we don’t talk so much these days I still consider us good friends. I know that no matter what comes up, no matter how little or how much I need you that you’ll always be there. ((It goes with out saying that I will always be here for you too)) Thank you so much for E V E R Y T H I N G. You’re definitly one of those people that helped shape who ive become...

Im so sorry if I didn’t put you. I did the first ten people that came to find. And the order doesn’t mean anything and if you arent on it, it doesnt mean anything either! I love you all! enjoy the rest of your summer... 26 days!

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 19:38:40 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNY BENNETT! :)

I love how you can tell all the pieces of me

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 03:15:06 GMT

yesterday went to jasons party, got dragged by jay and meredith. not bad. after meredith spent the night we stayed up and talked for a little then fell asleep > woke up at ten. layed around watched a lifetime movie, got ready, then went out with emily. we dicked around: went to carribou, target, kmart (saw matt), marshalls, oldnavy, famous footwear. came home hung out with meredith again for a little. she left. nick came over and we talked in my driveway about all the drama here in rochester and all the stuff he did at greekcamp. (<i missed you nick, im so glad that youre home, thank you for everything) then jen came over and us three went out to dinner at mr b's. yum. shirley temple, chicken nuggets, and fries.. best dinner ever. after we went back to jens for a little then headed over to jays. hung out with eric, matt, chris, josh, julian, jen, nick, matt, it was cool the guys just played texas hold'em. now im home. i had to come early tonight. tomorrow i promised meredith id make her breakfast even though its gonna be shitty cuz i can't cook. then i have physical therapy in the afternoon, i think im hanging out with lauren after that. how is everyone elses summer? enjoy it, only 29 days left. xo Laura _eric you were right, im trying to get rid of the chips_

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 20:17:09 GMT

Families over and I got bored so I snuck on the computer for a sec and found this from Garrett > I stole it.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me? or did you ever have a crush on me?
5. have we kissed??? if no, Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When’s the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn’t?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
16. what is the biggest memory you have of me?

Silly rabbit, tricks are for kids.

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 16:04:52 GMT

So it's been a busy couple days since I've been back.

Thursday got home and saw Meredith pretty much right when I walked through the door and she spent the night :)

Friday we woke up got ready, walked to Physical Therapy together, got home around tres, walked our dogs down by the farm, came home, i took a nap, then we went and saw the Bourne Supremecy with matt, jason, eric, and erin. It was sweet, no one else liked it though. :-/ After the movie I spent the night at Merediths.

Today I had to get up at 7 to be to physical therapy by 8... went to physical therapy- dragged myself through it on 4 hours of sleep. My shoulder hurts like HECK right now too. I did a lot of different excercises. I feel like everyother time I go I take one step forward and two steps back, its making me very very very frusterated. And my shoulders all taped, all the time... so my skin on my shoulder is like tender and hurts plus its sore from all the work outs. AH. Whatever, its working. I'm getting T O U G H so i can swim again, YEAH WORD.

gotta go though going to the mall with MeReDiTh

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 07:14:27 GMT

It's 3:06 in the morning and I can't sleep at all.. I still havent packed either. I layed up in my room for the past 4 hours and just cried, wrote in my diary, read, talked to neil and kait on the phone, cried some more... came down did some laundry and talked online for a little. I can't sleep, I can never sleep anymore. Going up north with Kait should be interesting, a lot of sleepless nights I'm guessing but I have those here too, up north though I'll just be alone but I guess that too isn't any different from here. I'm just rambling. Things need to get better soon, I'm so stressed out, just about EVERYTHING. Maybe if i were to pack it'd be a little less stress but I'm too lazy for that right now. I'm really just bitching. Tonight at Neils was fun though, got to see a lot of people. (Hmm Who was there: Danielle <havne't talked to her in FOREVER and a half, her friend Matt <cool guy, Dave and Mike, JP, Lindsay, Joey, Peter and his friend Nick, Kevin, Andy <i'm going to miss you!, Greg, Kayla, RJ.. and I saw Jackie, Jerry, Shaneel (Spelling?!), and a couple others for a split second when I came in to get my cell phone after 7-11 and standing the driveway. And I got to spend some time tonight with Andy which was good cuz he's moving in 6 days :(........ I MISS YOU ANDY!!!!!!!! And when I get back from up north he'll be in North Carolina.. How weird, SToney Creek wont be the same at all. <3 ya Andy. Well I'm rambling, a lot about anything just so i wont have to go laydown in my bed and count sheep but i am done now. Merediths coming over in 5 hours, maybe I'll just pull an all nighter. Who knows. Talk to you all when i get back from up north. love forever, laura

Fun Fact..

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 17:39:09 GMT

I have like 10 seconds before Neil comes to pick me up to go to the stu-co meeting... And you know what I noticed? Is I wear what I want to, when I want to. You know how most people wear things according to the weather? Well Its cold outside right now (colder than a usual july day) and I'm in shorts and a tank top... but when its like 90 i'm in jeans and a tshirt.. WEIRD HUH!? Haha, nice little fun fact.

Well its a busy day today. Student Council, PHysical therapy (i had it yesterday, today, and tomorrow.. SHEESH! haha but it helps so its good), coming home for a little, dinner, babysitting, merediths spending the night since I'm going up north saturday!!

WOW I AM IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD.... LIKE WOAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY SHOULDER FINALLY FEELS GOOD TOO, NOT GOOD, BUT BETTER >> they put electrical currents through it yesterday for 15 minutes because it tightens up your muscles and i have quote loosey goosey shoulders... so it made it feel so much better!!!! i'm out. i sound like im on crack. HAVE A GOOD DAY!

<3 Laura
_don't break this promise_

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 01:07:20 GMT

"I wanted you right here with me but i have no choice you gotta leave because my heart is breaking with every word im saying i gave up everything i had on something that just wouldnt last but i refuse to cry no tears will from these eyes"

Today was SLOW.... > boring day. Except I went to lunch with Meredith and my mom at Gourmet Garden.. oh and me and meredith drew with chalk on my driveway (we were reliving our childhood). What else? N O T H I N G. I guess we all need a slow day though. The rest of the week is going to be fairly busy. Tomorrow I'm going out to lunch with Marc (!! I miss him.. I haven't talked to him in forever) then I have physical theropy at 4-4:30 one of those for an hour and then I'm hanging out with Matt. Thursday I have to do laundry for sure, pack cuz I won't want to do it friday, babysit, and then meredith and i are having our last sleepover before i leave. Friday, well I'm leaving friday open as of now. I do have physical theropy AGAIN. Then Saturday I'm out of here, leaving for up north with kaitlyn! I'm so excited I need to get out of here so bad.. and yes it is a way for me to run away from my problems, whatever i dont care.

Even though I do care. I care about a lot right now, things I shouldn't care about... I'm trying not to care about. I'm the kind of person that needs closure inorder to let go of something and I'm just not getting it... or maybe i have and I'm just not seeing it?! Who knows? All I know is that I'm going to give up pretty soon (and I don't give up on very much). I just feel like I've tried so hard to make things work and I put a lot on the line and now I'm feeling like its just not worth it. And I hate it when people use away messages, profiles, and livejournals to "preach" to someone anoymous (sp?) and expect them to get who it is... SO IM DONE, CUZ I CANT STAND THAT!!! (My two pet peves... when people preach to someone anoymous and CHANGE < like quarters, pennys, nickles, dimes.. Weird I know.)

Anyways this is a screwed up entry. Anyone who reads it is probably going to think I'm crazy.

I'm out. This is probably my last entry before I go up north. SO i'm going to miss you guys!!!!! xoxo

PS: Who is dancingmilkjug?!

PPS: I'm disappointed again!??! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH maybe its just me.... it is. I trust to easy, expect too much in return, and am easily disappointed and it SUCKS. oiwefjoaiwjfo;awjfoawjfoijawe!

*LaUrA eLizAbEth*